Love is a choice you make from moment to moment.

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I'm getting tired of onsugar, having a sudden thought of changing back to blogger, just because I miss blogger.

I need help in the default blogskin!!!! urgh.

Teachers' Day and I'm off to school for english in the morning. Alright, Miss Lee is also great to sacrifice her holidays for us. Haha. But we didn't stayed there quite long actually. My maid bullied me today. Geez.

I feel like giving up on this r/s alot. Your friends are getting into our problems again and again. To whoever who wanted to scold me, you don't have to even give Kevin any face afterall. If posting in my blog and you're not happy about that, then what for having a blog. This is my own freedom you don't have the right to scold me. And probably you can put your ownself into Kevin's situation maybe you won't be that harsh.

Time and again, your friends get their affairs into us making me feel so uncomfortable about it. I didn't poke my fingers into their problem. So much for all these, its really crashing on me. I need time alone. Maybe they wanted to see us apart then they'll be happy. So great of them.

I don't bother to care, because I'm happy with you. But if one day I couldn't take it aymore, don't blame me. Cos' I'm real tired of your friends interfering us. Head of to my social studies

Bye.

Gave school a miss because of the walk around the world -.- So, anyway Happy teachers' day :)

I'm gng to make a second round rant about dexter lau. Stop turning the story rounds and rounds and rounds. Firstly, I didn't say I didn't like Kevin's ring. Secondly, you weren't the one who told me to wear it as necklace. Think back, I don't talk to you at all. So what's with the necklace? You talking to a ghost or something? I think there's something wrong with your brain. I don't care whoever who told you anything on that day, you're partly in fault. You really need metals in your mouth faggot. Anyway, thanks so much for creating another misunderstanding between Kevin and me bitch.

Okay short and sweet. I'm done with Dexter Lau Zhi Qin The Fucker :)

Back, I love onsugar again because i changed a new skin and used back cbox again. Alright say i'm fickled whatever. I don't like using the same old skin again. So yea, tongtong just came and knocked me for nothing. Hun went school and resolve some things and i hope no more second time from your mouth let me tell you. Sorry hun I can't be there when you needed someone to, I hope you're alright. Love you :)

I'm going to study my geography and start on my social studies when i reached home today. Am going down for english tmr on a Teachers' Day. Miss Lee is great. Haha. That's for now.

So, before I go wild about what happened today that made me real made. I'll just summarise last few days happenings.

Nothing much but was just study study and study. Friday was movie with hun and nothing more actually. Aunt house yesterday and they stayed till 1.30am there. So much of warriors yesterday at the MJ table. Haha. So I'm going to start my rants now!!

Mr Dexter Lau, You don't have to poke your fingers into what is between Kevin and me and tell the whole world about it. Because you don't know anything about it. So stop being a gossip bitch you faggot. You got my blood boil today and thanks so much for that bitch. I'm not afraid of putting your name here because I did nothing wrong, and it was you who tell the whole world I didn't like what Kevin gave me. And anyway, when is it your problem about whether I like it or not.? Sorry, but is not your fucking problem is mine, get it clear please bitch. And yes notice I called you a bitch, because all you do is bitch and bitching is for girls. Since you like so much of gossips then you can become a bitch then. You have a brain of good knowledge but sadly you don't have the brain to think whether to think what should be said or not. If you think by saying people's personal things out is a good point between your friends, then go suck your own balls please. If i get to hear a second time you're gossiping about Kevin and me, I'll make you not able to celebrate your future father's day with your kids man. I will make you ball-less. I don't care whether you're reading or not, just get it. Don't poke into people's affair because you don't have the right too. Its a disgrace to have such a classmate like you. Goodbye, suck your balls and watch your porn.

I'm done for now. Bye off to my geography soon ! :)

S.H.E愛而為一巡迴演唱會2009！

“When I looked at you..

Didn't blogged lately because I'm getting myself ready for Prelims on the 2sept next week. School have been very hectic for me, find myself really a failure because I don't seemed to be able to cope any of my subjects now. But I know I can't tell myself I cannot do it, because if it is so I really cannot excel. So I shall now tell myself I really can do well and get my 13points at O'levels!

Happy First Month Hunnnn!

Had Oral on the 25th, and I thought I screwed it all up. Because I kept on stopping and didn't knew what to talk about. But lucky me, my tester was our past Coral Teacher and she gave me passed! I like her for once, haha. But I find it pretty okay too. Went dinner with hun after that and head home. Thanks baby for the present. Love you many.

Today was just nothing. School School School School, endless of lessons seems to be driving me mad. But I'm at least glad I can do my math now. Which I find myself don't do it last time. So yes, I'm going to do well for my O'levels. 13points Chinese Mass Comm I'm coming :))) !!

“ when you're too tired to hold on, yet too in love to let go.

Didn't managed to blog for my weekends because I got a eventful week. From tongtong's birthday till today. Goddamn tired i tell you. Didn't really get much sleep and the worst thing, I didn't study! I'm a warrior now.

Happy 1st Birthday to Tongtong!

Was tongtong first year celebration on friday and head down to her house to celebrate. Stayed till 10plus and went home. The little devil just likes to throw things on the floor and jumping around. Yes so, she's 1 year old already. Time flies. Haha.

Saturday and sunday was just nothing. Went for geography lessons in the morning and went down ikea in the evening with my family. Was looking for my chipboard in ikea yet it was sold in Giant instead. Today was just tuition and study with the girls. Alright, I got trashed by POA. Haha. Time to die soon during Prelims 2 weeks later.

Quarreled with hun today. And god knows what he is thinking actually. Wanted to meet him only and blahblahblah. I don't want to say much. In conclusion we still met. But lao niang is still not very happy. End of story.

Byeeez. Tmr's school again.

S.H.E is the One 愛而為一 World tour 2009, starts on oct 16/17 @ Hongkong!

School today and its friday again! Tong's 1st birthday today too. Lessons are boring as usual. Geez, Prelims is less than 2 weeks away. And I haven't really get into my revision yet. Geography lesson tmr, there goes my saturday sleep. Am going to retake Chinese O'levels again. Another subject to worry about, another burden. How am i going to pass O' levels man.

I still got tons of homework not done. And I don't know how on earth can i ever finish those never ending homeworks that are coming in non-stop. Gng to prepare to go off to tongtong's house soon @ around 6pm? Bye!

“i never know..

Nothing was ever hard compared to these few days. I don't know why I kept on thinking negative thoughts, I never wanted it to be like this too. But I still love you like I always did. Whenever we were happily talking and looking at you smile, I would always wonder would you be happier without me around? I don't know is a kind of fear or what, but is seriously terrible for me. Everytime you turned and look what your friends are doing, looking from the side I know you wanted to be there, but I didn't say anything. Geez, i hate this thinking of me. Looking at you not feeling well today, I feel real bad because I can't help much but all i could do was ask you to just rest. That's the least I could do only. Right, i sound like a loser.

Bye babies .